It should come as no surprise that I, too have had moments of confusion, doubt, question, and very healthy skepticism.
The 'back and forth' between doubt and belief, while considered a 'normal' part of development, is quite painful and disturbing. So it was with joy that my Spirit Guides and Angels brought me a most profound message this week. "You have been anointed'.
"Anointed...given a special gift and given a special task by God."
It was that simple. I suddenly knew that the gift of Clairvoyance, of being able to Read and receive messages from departed souls wasn't just my journey...this is all a part of a grand plan that enables me to help my fellow humans! I finally realized that, doubt be damned, there is a higher purpose to what I am doing...a greater gift that I am to share. "Anointed" sounds so official and serious...but it also gave me such peace to know that I am where I am supposed to be, doing what I am supposed to be doing.
The "Daruma" doll pictured above is a very recent tattoo. It's one eye commemorates the start of my spiritual journey and work in the spiritual world. The Buddha depicted as this Daruma receives his 'full sight' when I have achieved the goal I have set forth...which is to be spiritually sound. The Daruma's motto is also reflected in my own personal life..."Get knocked down 7 times...get up 8."
I wish for you the ability to find your path and the grace to ask for and accept assistance as you need to...